i love it here

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i see a website

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i have read not even 1 book

so an active mazelike process

abrar?

what do you mean

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

isaac

you cannot feed someone truth

as in

i want to do that too

that looks like my instagram account

not their contents

autonomy of learning

i was tempted to lie about my name

idk