mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Picture

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

yes

but really the thing should be autonomous

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I am below everything.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

kind of mythopoesis

currently

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Thank you, Jack

It Will Get Lighter

its good

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

fw

whats your name?

have you read

much more tactility

no i haven't really read anything