like first name

and the fake qualifier

the site i am dreaming

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

December 2025

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

division of reality is straying away from it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

and the fake qualifier

bro i read nothing in my life

its performative

yeah

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

wait what is that

abrar?

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

was it worth it

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

so at the end

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46