was it worth it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i was tempted to lie about my name

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

no like which do people call me

we need to be deconstructing our identities

god being the centre magnet

abrar?

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i want to do that too

idk

lol yea

bro i read nothing in my life

whats your name?

sorry i am texting like a slav

i really havent

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

I Write Goodbye Letter

Pimlico Rats

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

hello reader,


It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

so at the end