and the fake qualifier
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
in a post. I want to be remembered
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
but really the thing should be autonomous
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
kind of mythopoesis
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
so at the end
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
division of reality is straying away from it