it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Can I see

"Put a blanket."

1

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Today I felt like starting

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

...

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

It Will Get Lighter

2 (actually index). two is company


Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.


"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."