you know who you are. no more time, not like
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. way too specific.December 2025
idk
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
no i haven't really read anything
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
and the fake qualifier
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.
its good
division of reality is straying away from it
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
its performative
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
all that is to say
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
so the method has to be autonomous