the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
fw
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
i dont understand magnetisation
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
much more tactility
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
lol
its performative
is this you as well
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
abrar?
its good
have you read
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
Today I felt like starting
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
its good
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
we can only engage in such a way
its good short few pages