Lift Analysis
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and
bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man
comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.
It Will Get Lighter
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i
didn’t watch it then
i was tempted to lie about my
name
He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to
set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into
real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.
is everyoneback on tumblr now
we need to be deconstructing our identities
As we're stood there I notice a middle-aged woman staring at us across the
room. I'm trying to catch her gaze, but its kind of vacant. I guess she sees
me looking and considers it to be an invitation. She floats over to us in this
strange dazed way, and on the approach I realise she's staring at (through?)
my Korean colleague / fresh meat. She's saying wow, wow, wow. She seems
genuinely so delighted, so shocked, so elated.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
no like which do people call me
i dont understand magnetisation
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
what do you think my name is
