"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

like first name

was it worth it

feel you

not their contents

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

i really havent

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

i dont understand magnetisation

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

its good short few pages

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

...

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

bro i read nothing in my life

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt


it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

all that is to say


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part of an old note. It will get lighter.

currently