we need to be deconstructing our identities

It Will Get Lighter

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

and the fake qualifier

i want to do that too

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

the site i am dreaming

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

no like which do people call me

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

wait what is that

ahnaf abrar

like first name

barren land

bro i read nothing in my life

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

i have read not even 1 book


Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

not so on: yvf(wthw)

2 (actually index). two is company

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

1

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos