theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

currently

It's

dusk

Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

IWGD

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

It Will Get Lighter

13, H, grate

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

lol yea

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

we need to be deconstructing our identities

sorry i am texting like a slav

have you read

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that looks like my instagram account

all that is to say

its good

its performative

plato

autonomy of learning

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08