the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Rain, starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

13, H, grate

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

that looks like my instagram account

your feed looks like my tumblr

lol yea

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

idk

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

fw

but really the thing should be autonomous

yes

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

we can only engage in such a way

so at the end

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

whats your name?