much more tactility

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

currently

Thank you, Jack

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

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something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Better Lift

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It Will Get Lighter

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

FOUNDING DOCUMENT