that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.



We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

...

and the fake qualifier

Rain, starting

autonomy of learning

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

wait what is that

hiding from the rain

really i want the internet

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

so the method has to be autonomous

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

is this you as well

i understand

not their contents

as in

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

bro i read nothing in my life

was it worth it

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Worse Lift

the site i am dreaming