the site i am dreaming

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Worse Lift

Rain, starting

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

It Will Get Lighter


It Will Get Lighter

is this you as well


what do you think my name is

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

wait what is that

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

was it worth it

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i understand

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

or never left

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

lol