like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

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She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Better Lift

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Today I felt like starting

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17