magnetises a pin

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As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.


and the fake qualifier

sorry i am texting like a slav

kind of mythopoesis

it is hopeful

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

It Will Get Lighter

feel you

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone truth

its good short few pages

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

was it worth it

we need to be deconstructing our identities

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

really i want the internet

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

isaac newton

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Worse Lift

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos


in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation