the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

2 (actually index). two is company

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

have you read

is this you as well

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

you cannot feed someone truth

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

no like which do people call me

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

and the fake qualifier

what do you think my name is

hiding from the rain

brb i will read and reply sincerely

yes