Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

IWGD

propensity within someone

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

it is hopeful

so the method has to be autonomous

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

but i respect your search

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no longer writing in the third person

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

as in

all that is to say