brb i will read and reply sincerely

I am below everything.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

yes

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

division of reality is straying away from it

Today I felt like starting

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

abrar?

...

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i really havent

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

and the fake qualifier

feel you

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

but really the thing should be autonomous

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf abrar

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

It Will Get Lighter

IWGD

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

bro i read nothing in my life

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

propensity within someone

i really havent

bro i read nothing in my life

It Will Get Lighter

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.