Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


no longer writing in the third person


currently

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Can I see

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.