nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

bro i read nothing in my life

abrar?

i was tempted to lie about my name

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

is this you as well

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

like first name

i really havent

magnetisation/form

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i want to do that too

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

you cannot feed someone truth

yeah

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

"Put a blanket."

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

ion

you have a beautiful account btw

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

your feed looks like my tumblr

sorry i am texting like a slav

i love it here

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged