Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

not their contents

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

it is hopeful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

and the fake qualifier

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

abrar?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

so the method has to be autonomous

ahnaf abrar

what do you think my name is

wait what is that

we need to be deconstructing our identities

no like which do people call me

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i want to do that too

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

yeah

its good short few pages

i love it here

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

magnetises a pin