i want to do that too

what do you think my name is

feel you

its good short few pages

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

what do you mean

i was tempted to lie about my name

ahnaf abrar

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

lol

its good

fw

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

and the fake qualifier

kind of mythopoesis

i see a website

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

is everyoneback on tumblr now

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so an active mazelike process

so at the end

have you read

your feed looks like my tumblr