I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

"Put a blanket."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

as in

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

so at the end

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

was it worth it



think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now