we can only engage in such a way

division of reality is straying away from it

fw

so the method has to be autonomous

lol

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

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was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

send your tumblr

so an active mazelike process

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

so at the end

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

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okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate