It Will Get Lighter

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Can I see

I am below everything.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

no longer writing in the third person

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

lol

thank you

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

in a post. I want to be remembered

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf