confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

so at the end

autonomy of learning

god being the centre magnet

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

as in

is this you as well

ahnaf abrar

like first name

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

lol yea

i was tempted to lie about my name

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

brb i will read and reply sincerely

part of an old note. It will get lighter.
no like which do people call me

Can I see

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i want to do that too

I Write Goodbye Letter

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

i have read not even 1 book

wait what is that