i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

currently

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This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.

2 (actually index). two is company

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something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Style

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

we can only engage in such a way

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

its performative