like first name

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.


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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

much more tactility

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

currently

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

all that is to say

autonomy of learning

we can only engage in such a way

It Will Get Lighter

Today I felt like starting

so an active mazelike process

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged