bro i read nothing in my life
its performative
really i want the internet
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
as in
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
brb i will read and reply sincerely
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
no longer writing in the third person
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
much more tactility
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
we can only engage in such a way
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
not their contents
so an active mazelike process
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.