stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

"Put a blanket."

Rain, starting

Today I felt like starting



with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.



Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so at the end

It Will Get Lighter

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

so an active mazelike process

so the method has to be autonomous

is everyoneback on tumblr now

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

lol

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

no longer writing in the third person

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models