i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

i want to do that too

i have read not even 1 book

as in

idk

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

magnetisation/form

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

its performative

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i dont understand magnetisation

"Put a blanket."

its good

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

...

so an active mazelike process