there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Rain, starting

Better Lift

13, H, grate

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

It Will Get Lighter


it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

        13       |
                |
                |
            H   |
                |
                |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
. . . .         |
                |

was it worth it

and the fake qualifier

2 (actually index). two is company

no longer writing in the third person

bro i read nothing in my life

Slug

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

...

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

send link

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt