okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

December 2025

god being the centre magnet

no like which do people call me

ahnaf abrar

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i understand

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i was tempted to lie about my name

lol

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

its good

what do you think my name is

or never left

its good short few pages

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i want to do that too

isaac newton

and the fake qualifier

whats your name?

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

The studio designs some piece of media to perpetuate the marketable concept of Real London, while the real London is hollowed out by hollow bankers or whatever. Not pulling on that thread. But the yuppies don't mind because they're free to iterate on Real London without any competition from real London because it's too concerned with its slow eradication. And there's nice flats to live in now or whatever. The yuppies can begin to inhabit their Real London.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

I Write Goodbye Letter

your feed looks like my tumblr

which magnetises chains of pins

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Lift Analysis

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

13, H, grate