so an active mazelike process
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
bro i read nothing in my life
like magnets
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
god being the centre magnet
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
as in
ion
we need to be deconstructing our identities
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
its good
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
i was tempted to lie about my name
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
feel you
magnetises a pin
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
its good short few pages
i have read not even 1 book
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
"Put a blanket."