Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

no longer writing in the third person

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Better Lift

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

plato

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Thank you, Jack

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

really i want the internet

all that is to say

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me 

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your feed looks like my tumblr

so at the end

i love it here

what do you mean

magnetises a pin

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it