i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

much more tactility

Today I felt like starting

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

lol

Better Lift

and the fake qualifier

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i have read not even 1 book

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

or never left

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things


what do you mean

have you read

which magnetises chains of pins


It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i love it here


yes

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

division of reality is straying away from it

really i want the internet

Lift Analysis

thank you

sorry i am texting like a slav

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content