and the fake qualifier

It Will Get Lighter

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

yes

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

but i respect your search

currently

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i love it here

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf