Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

ion

it is hopeful

Thank you, Jack

yeah

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

currently

ahnaf abrar

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i really havent

plato

Better Lift

its good

isaac newton

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me