This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

no longer writing in the third person

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Can I see

IWGD

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

it is hopeful

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

It Will Get Lighter

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Better Lift

Style

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

sorry i am texting like a slav

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.