so an active mazelike process
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate,
but I can't
really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
,
I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure
it out.
so the method has to be autonomous
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability
to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection
or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition
to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often
represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites
are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
I Write Goodbye Letter
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
2 (actually index). two is company
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
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