the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
yes
Can I see
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.yeah
its good
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
its good short few pages
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
as in
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
autonomy of learning
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
was it worth it
like first name