you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Rain, starting

so at the end

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

we can only engage in such a way

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

so the method has to be autonomous

It Will Get Lighter

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Thank you, Jack

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

brb i will read and reply sincerely

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I am below everything.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Style

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

in a post. I want to be remembered

is everyoneback on tumblr now

Slug

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

we need to be deconstructing our identities

is this you as well

autonomy of learning

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models