bro i read nothing in my life
but really the thing should be autonomous
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
currently
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.it is hopeful
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Today I felt like starting
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak