Worse Lift

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

it is hopeful

IWGD


so at the end

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

so an active mazelike process

much more tactility


in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

It Will Get Lighter

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

currently

god being the centre magnet

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️


I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

its performative

i have read not even 1 book

ahnaf abrar

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

It was about a crazy lady who lived above his flat in Pimlico. She would let pigeons into her flat so she could feed them. Apparently she didn't want her presence in the flat to interfere with the natural behaviour of the pigeons, so she would let them nest and shit in there and she wouldn't clean it up, because it wasn't natural to do so. The pigeons would die, but apart from the smell and the sludge and the gas, the corpses weren't really a problem. It was the rats that came to eat them. The rats would eat the rotting pigeon corpses mixed in with the rotting pigeon shit and they would get ill and die too. New rats that came through wouldn't mind though, and they'd start to eat the mass, only to get sick and die in it later on. The population grew steadily as more pigeons and rats came from in the cold, to live naturally. They fed the mass further.

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.