was it worth it

hello reader,

no like which do people call me

like first name

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

abrar?

propensity within someone

i was tempted to lie about my name

Today I felt like starting

ahnaf abrar

as in

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

we need to be deconstructing our identities

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

December 2025

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

not their contents

plato

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.