I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Slug

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

plato

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i was tempted to lie about my name

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i dont understand magnetisation

December 2025

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

thank you

like magnets

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

feel you

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.