I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

Slug

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

I Write Goodbye Letter

2 (actually index). two is company

it is hopeful

Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

i see a website

was it worth it